[venus rising] matchbook romance

Thursday, September 09, 2004

I NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS US
I miss being simple. Things are pretty weird these days, -there is so much love in between all these hatred and unecessary bickering.
When there are so much crap going around and under, even the simplest kind words makes you feel different altogether. Therse are my perks

- Despite feeling so down these days, a phone call from Im makes it all okay.
- Despite being screamed at for no reasons at all, I bumped into an ex-colleague who said, "If only it was you, things would have been so much better. It could have been you."
- Despite being stuck with an asshole-holic director on set, I smiled tiredly when the rest went "Where were you? We missed you like shit."
- Despite the silent war between me and the director, I feel like a new person when every single crew comes up to me to bitch about her. And yes, in the words of Hairul,my soundguy, -"She's a...well...pukimak la!"

I guess there are always reasons to smile. Even in times like these.